I Found it on the Internet by Dennis Pomales
 
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Zombies by Quinton McCurine

It is not me but it is more myself than myself…His guts are the maze in which he has become lost himself, losing me with him, and where I rediscover myself being him, that is-monster.” –Bataillefrom the Labyrinth, the Pyramid, and the Labyrinth

The zombie is a condition born during the advent of the death of history. Its unique horror has left an indelible impression on our psyches. The composition of the zombie is complex and volatile. It is a cultural cocktail that is more of a “perfect storm” than a clinical assemblage of disparate elements. After consulting with a bunch of texts and watching as many free zombie films online as I could, it is clear to me that the zombie is, among other things, a victim of language. Through its development within cinema, the zombie has evolved into quite a sophisticated creature with a global identity. This essay attempts to circumnavigate the essence of the zombie in an effort to illicit meaning from its apparent relevance.

Mythology Explained

The zombie was born from the arcane minds of Central African bokors. The idea was then brought to the Caribbean via the slave trade where it subsequently mingled with the tenets of Christianity. It was the writing of William Seabrook, however, that brought the perverse myth to the attention of curious thrill-seeking Americans. Seabrook’s the Magic Island, published in 1929, is an account of the author’s firsthand experiences with so-called zombies in a postcolonial Haiti brewing with resentment toward the racist American soldiers who had been stationed there since 1915. The travel journal begins by building up the suspense around the ghoulish figure only to debunk the monster myth for what it was- a construct of a paranoid post-colonial culture. Upon witnessing “zombies” in person, Seabrook was convinced that there was a perfectly sensible scientific explanation for the strange phenomenon. His book details an account found in the Haitian historical record of a man by the name of Clairvius Narcisse. Narcisse had been drugged with tetrodotoxin (a poison found in the bladder of the blowfish whose effects include paralysis), presumed dead, and buried alive. Immediately after Narcisse’s burial, his body was dug back up and brought to a sugar plantation where the owner of the plantation put Narcisse to work using the psychotropic powers of the datura plant (known for its suggestive influence and durative capability). The plantation owner compelled Narcisse to work for years while under the suggestion of these intense drugs. Narcisse was fed a strict diet free of salt (according to Caribbean folklore salt had the power to awaken a zombie) and labored continuously following the spoken commands of his “master”. According to the government’s record, the plantation owner died in a bar fight and as a result could not administer the drugs to Narcisse and several other “zombies” on his property. Soon afterward, Narcisse awakened to find himself in a foreign part of the island not understanding who he was or how he had gotten there.  Clairvius wandered around the island for months before someone finally recognized him. He was welcomed back into loving arms, but unfortunately these cases didn’t always end harmoniously. There are many informal accounts of “zombies”, all victims of the same manipulation as Narcisse, simply lingering around their own grave sites perfectly alive but not willing or understanding how to confront the living after having “crossed over”. The funerary rituals and customs for dealing with the dead had forever cleaved these poor Haitians from their rightful living communities. The shame of their affliction doubles as an affront to the living, by reminding them of their slavery under the French (before their independence in 1804), and as a titanic emotional anchor that weighed down the resuscitated zombie’s expectations for their new lease on life.

The real world scenarios that created the mythology of the zombie show us how a society can be transformed by constructs of language. Language has the power to influence our unconscious selves binding our actions toward unknown ends. It is not clear if language has any ambitions of its own, but the same can be said of humanity. What is important is that language, unchecked, can create for us, extremely rigid immaterial structures that our bodies and minds must dwell within. 

To better understand the role language plays in the formation of the zombie I would like to offer an example that can be found in nature. On a recent foray into a scientific journal, there was an article concerning the gypsy moth that piqued my interest. Biologists have been studying a particular virus found within the larvae of the gypsy moth. This virus remains dormant inside a developing larva until it matures into a caterpillar. Upon maturation, the virus usurps the biological instinct of the nocturnal insect and drives it up the trunk of a tree in broad daylight. Steered by the virus, the caterpillar slinks its way toward a sunny leaf where it then lies, motionless. After a time, the gypsy moth caterpillar gets cooked by the heat of the sun and dies. Its body soon decomposes releasing viral spores into the air. The spores then sail on the prevailing winds infecting more gypsy moth larvae hiding in the trunks of faraway trees. Using the gypsy moth as an example, language virally occupies our minds extending its power far beyond our own lives and strengthening its grip upon the social order.

It is obvious to say that the zombie is a reanimated dead person. It is much more difficult to explain the nature of its newfound life. In cinema, there are many causes for the undead to rise but there is something they all have in common, the invasion of a prone body by a dominant order. Whether that order is represented as arcane voodoo conjuring or a petro-chemical radioactive mutation, the effect is still the same, desecration. The dead do not rise from their graves as if they all had been given gift cards for Best Buy on the eve of Black Friday. No, the dead are disturbed by the capricious natures of the living. Their bodies are inflated by the immoral spirit of the social order that seeks to engage their physical vessels once again. In a culture where the appearance of a person matters so much, witnessing a loved one in the abject state of decomposition would be horrifying. 

The human burial ritual is one of the items on a short list of traits that separate human beings from other mammals. The intrusion into the earth to affect a corpse is a radical indicator of our culture’s tendency to dehumanize. This dehumanization appears to be an effect produced from the collision of two very powerful cultural forces, the mirror and the rainbow. 

Physical objects being reflected upon the surfaces of glass, bronze, or turtle shells is nothing new but during the advent of Modernity the notion of reflection took on added significance. With the writings of Freud, Nietzsche and others providing the landscape for introspection, the qualia of the modern subject became ever more disenfranchised from the physical world, the body, and history. These critical minds challenged our view of the world and our role within it. They unveiled an abyss hiding behind diaphanous assumptions, an abyss that would forever encapsulate the struggle for consciousness. In our current state typified by the lack of criticality and the preponderance of the image, it is not evident that we have the ability to discern between our own reflection and our true ‘selves’. The abyss opened for “our own benefit” has been covered yet again by an adhesive plasticity that borders on the organic. Language has become so prevalent that our own reflections have become the playgrounds for marketing gurus and social networking advertisers. Our minds, our voices are not our own. Just as the finances for education are borrowed, so are our thoughts that are introduced into our minds via multimedia and the regurgitation of appropriated ahistorical content.

The zombie is an individual who no longer has access to their autonomy from the symbolic order nor do they have a distinct place within it. They can only mutter primal issuances of breath that mirror their emotional confusions. The critical capacity required for the effective coalescing of unique perspectives translated by the individual into an understood lingual format is in a state of perpetual death. The dominance of the social order has trapped the zombie within its own unconscious mind letting it stir in the abyss between the physical world and the word. For the zombie, there is no vision.  Its movements, however intense, must be viewed as being biological remnants of imprinted neurological behavior and not intentional or focused exertions. When a zombie encounters a normal human being its’ attraction is a metaphor for social complicity. The corrupted human form that is the zombie, strives to escape back into the essence of humanity. In a society devoid of history, the living being can be the only vassal that can contain the idea of what it means to be “human”.  The undead use their numb clawed hands filled with rigor mortis, having no mind in which to investigate with, to break open the bodies of the living. And when the warmth of human flesh has waned it moves on searching for the essence that it has lost once again. 

To be continued…

Odelae

“Odelae is an ode~ a song to nourish my creative self and, in the many focused movements of my hands, a way for me to offer my highest intentions (prayers) to the Earth and her inhabitants. Odelae is the mindful tying of a thousand knots; the concentrated folding of paper and the careful pulling of thread. It is a conscious act of creating something with the intention of sharing it with another.” In physical form, Odelae is a small graphic design and book arts studio tucked in the corner of the home Erica shares with her husband, young children and dog on an island off the coast of Washington state.

Erica Ekrem grew up on the Dakota prairie where much of her time was invested in dreaming between the pages of books. Her grandmother began reading to her as a toddler. These stories lured her into the fantastical world of folk tales and nourished her imagination. Inspired to live in harmony with the environment, she is constantly observing and seeking out patterns from the world around and within, searching for balance between the natural world and the one created by mankind.

Her handstitched journals are born from her attraction to the faded, worn and tattered objects that have survived from the early 1900s. Many of the up-cycled materials she works with originate from antique books found at the bottom of old chests and bookstore salvage boxes. No longer valued or falling apart, she reclaims what is remaining and revives it— reincarnating it into this generation.

Erica’s work is greatly inspired by nature. “I grow vegetables and arrange wild flowers. I’m in love with the forest—-fern & cedar tangled in honeysuckle; the anticipated crunch of leaf & twig; the scent of sun-warmed sap. ” She is a student of Tea (from the Japanese-inspired Forest Tea lineage) where she combines the philosophy of mindful action with the art of serving tea. This combination of attention to detail and intention in movement has seeped into her bookbinding, often lending a meditation-like quality to the repetitive acts of stitching, tying knots and folding paper.

Erica studied graphic design at a university where she was required to take a bookbinding course. She fell in love with signatures and stitches and found herself focusing on the structure and philosophy of the book. She’s worked as a bookbinder repairing books and handbinding special editions at Bison Bookbinding & Letterpress, www.bisonbookbinding.com. Currently, she works from her home studio as a bookbinder and freelance graphic artist with sporadic latenight baking shifts in support of her husband’s business, Soul Flour Bakery…”and to satiate my sweet tooth with wholesome, organic goodness!”… 


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Matt Schwartz

Brooklyn based polaroid artist Matt Schwartz of she hit pause studios has been shooting his whimsical polaroids of girls,surfing,vintage finds and scenes for the past 7 years. His work has been described as walking into a memory, real or imagined. 
Matt uses large format polaroids (8x10) pulls apart the film and then rubs the negatives onto watercolor paper aka polaroid transfer. The result is a cross between a vintage photograph and a super 8 movie. All of his models are friends or people that have purchased his work


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Attention Coastal Culture Followers!

Hope everyone had an awesome (and filling) Thanksgiving!!! We are currently in the middle of a move from Santa Cruz to San Diego so for the next week there won’t be as many new posts! We’re sorry to all you guys who keep up with our blog but we will be back soon! Looking forward to being done with our move and back to work on Coastal Culture!

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 The Monterey Pop Festival & Psychedelic Drugs 
By Pilar Walsh

The late Sixties was a major time for firsts, heralding in the most concentrated use of psychedelic drugs and the popularity of outdoor rock and pop festivals.  One of the most significant concerts in the history of rock n’ roll took place in 1967, set up in an artist’s haven not far from San Francisco, Monterey County Fairgrounds became a magnet for top-notch bands and an appreciative audience, attracting close to 200,000 music lovers in the course of the 3-day weekend.  Monterey is a beautiful town, located on a peninsula, and in close proximity to Carmel Valley, Santa Cruz and further south, Big Sur.  This concert became the template for future music festivals even though there was never another Monterey Pop festival produced, the Jazz Festivals continue even now.
I was one of the fortunate ones who attended this extravaganza of the best 60’s bands ever.  Of course, a lot of my experience has been diluted with psychedelic drugs and the passing years but I will try and bring a bit of nostalgic history to the page.  I had just turned 17 years old, was still living at home, but somehow I was able to convince my mother I was spending the weekend with a friend.  I returned home depleted and exhausted, coming down from an incredibly powerful acid trip, and riding in the back of a VW van all the way to Monterey and back with a stop in Big Sur, which I do remember as being one of the most pristine and beautiful places on earth.  My travel mates were two guys who lived on Ogden Drive in Hollywood, don’t have a clue how I met them, but I do recall their father was a well-known actor who mostly played gangsters on TV shows.
We smoked grass non-stop as we traveled along the coastline.  I think we may have even picked up a hitchhiker or two along the way.  What a difference a few decade makes when it comes to picking up strangers on the road.  (I hitchhiked to San Francisco with a friend Nina from Laguna Beach, but that’s a different story altogether.) So as we arrived in Monterey, we were astonished at the amount of people in attendance, seeking out a new experience, known to many as the gateway to the “Summer of Love.”   I hadn’t seen anything like it.  The only other outdoor concert I had attended was very low-key compared to Monterey.  It was my first time on a “date” with a true hippie, Brian McAdams, who I had met in Laguna Beach when my mother took me to see the local ballet company perform.  I was standing on the corner of PCH and Laguna Canyon Road, my mother was making a phone call(we had phone booths back then) and this guy just leapt out of the passenger seat of a VW bug, ran over to me and asked who I was and how he could get in touch with me.
That was another first… the first real hippie I had ever met and when he came out to pick me up for our ‘date’, he and his business partner Jimi Otto, (owner of Sound Spectrum, a music store still in existence in Laguna) and his girlfriend, took me to the Costa Mesa Fairgrounds and we saw Jefferson Airplane, and the lead singer wasn’t even Grace Slick yet but another gal, Signe Anderson.  So, I was smitten, firstly with the concert, the band, the pot I was smoking and everything these folks represented.  They were the catalyst for my initiation into the whole Hippie sub-culture.
Getting back to Monterey, I remember Jimi Hendrix and what an impression he made with the audience.  I heard that both he and the group The Who flipped a coin to see who would play first because both had incorporated in their sets, very violent endings, destroying guitars, drum sets and in Hendrix’s case, putting his guitar on fire.  John Phillips of the Mamas and Papas, one of the concerts promoters, was quoted as saying, “I was used to people singing and harmonizing, taking care of their instruments…. It was shocking for me to see this kind of behavior on stage.”  
The 3-day concert brought together many different genres even crossing musical boundaries, including Folk(Simon & Garfunkel, Laura Nyro)Rock (The Who, The Byrds, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin & BBHC, Country Joe & the Fish, and many more) Soul, (Otis Redding), Indian (Ravi Shanakar),Blues/Jazz(Hugh Masakela), with styles mixing it up all over the place.  When Janis sang for the first time to this large audience she was incorporating blues/rock/psychedelia, putting her and Big Brother and the Holding Company on the map.  Eric Burden and the Animals was one of my favorites representing the British Music scene, now that the Beatles had stopped touring and the Stones were embroiled with the law and their drug bust.  But my heart throb at the time had to be Brian Jones walking around, sans the Stones and blowing everybody’s minds.
There is so much more to share but I will close with this. I still do retain to memory some of my insane acid trip, just can’t seem to put it in words but I do think it is a miracle I even got home. I was definitely committed to a new life-style with this new another-worldly encounter, a gathering of paramount significance in the molding of our generation.   There is a documentary, Monterey Pop, by D.A. Pennebaker one can see, most likely things I missed, but I am grateful for the unique and once in a lifetime happening.  May you all have fond memories like these when you are reminiscing forty years down the pike!
To be continued:  Giving Birth in the Sixties
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 The Monterey Pop Festival & Psychedelic Drugs 

By Pilar Walsh

The late Sixties was a major time for firsts, heralding in the most concentrated use of psychedelic drugs and the popularity of outdoor rock and pop festivals.  One of the most significant concerts in the history of rock n’ roll took place in 1967, set up in an artist’s haven not far from San Francisco, Monterey County Fairgrounds became a magnet for top-notch bands and an appreciative audience, attracting close to 200,000 music lovers in the course of the 3-day weekend.  Monterey is a beautiful town, located on a peninsula, and in close proximity to Carmel Valley, Santa Cruz and further south, Big Sur.  This concert became the template for future music festivals even though there was never another Monterey Pop festival produced, the Jazz Festivals continue even now.

I was one of the fortunate ones who attended this extravaganza of the best 60’s bands ever.  Of course, a lot of my experience has been diluted with psychedelic drugs and the passing years but I will try and bring a bit of nostalgic history to the page.  I had just turned 17 years old, was still living at home, but somehow I was able to convince my mother I was spending the weekend with a friend.  I returned home depleted and exhausted, coming down from an incredibly powerful acid trip, and riding in the back of a VW van all the way to Monterey and back with a stop in Big Sur, which I do remember as being one of the most pristine and beautiful places on earth.  My travel mates were two guys who lived on Ogden Drive in Hollywood, don’t have a clue how I met them, but I do recall their father was a well-known actor who mostly played gangsters on TV shows.

We smoked grass non-stop as we traveled along the coastline.  I think we may have even picked up a hitchhiker or two along the way.  What a difference a few decade makes when it comes to picking up strangers on the road.  (I hitchhiked to San Francisco with a friend Nina from Laguna Beach, but that’s a different story altogether.) So as we arrived in Monterey, we were astonished at the amount of people in attendance, seeking out a new experience, known to many as the gateway to the “Summer of Love.”   I hadn’t seen anything like it.  The only other outdoor concert I had attended was very low-key compared to Monterey.  It was my first time on a “date” with a true hippie, Brian McAdams, who I had met in Laguna Beach when my mother took me to see the local ballet company perform.  I was standing on the corner of PCH and Laguna Canyon Road, my mother was making a phone call(we had phone booths back then) and this guy just leapt out of the passenger seat of a VW bug, ran over to me and asked who I was and how he could get in touch with me.

That was another first… the first real hippie I had ever met and when he came out to pick me up for our ‘date’, he and his business partner Jimi Otto, (owner of Sound Spectrum, a music store still in existence in Laguna) and his girlfriend, took me to the Costa Mesa Fairgrounds and we saw Jefferson Airplane, and the lead singer wasn’t even Grace Slick yet but another gal, Signe Anderson.  So, I was smitten, firstly with the concert, the band, the pot I was smoking and everything these folks represented.  They were the catalyst for my initiation into the whole Hippie sub-culture.

Getting back to Monterey, I remember Jimi Hendrix and what an impression he made with the audience.  I heard that both he and the group The Who flipped a coin to see who would play first because both had incorporated in their sets, very violent endings, destroying guitars, drum sets and in Hendrix’s case, putting his guitar on fire.  John Phillips of the Mamas and Papas, one of the concerts promoters, was quoted as saying, “I was used to people singing and harmonizing, taking care of their instruments…. It was shocking for me to see this kind of behavior on stage.”  

The 3-day concert brought together many different genres even crossing musical boundaries, including Folk(Simon & Garfunkel, Laura Nyro)Rock (The Who, The Byrds, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin & BBHC, Country Joe & the Fish, and many more) Soul, (Otis Redding), Indian (Ravi Shanakar),Blues/Jazz(Hugh Masakela), with styles mixing it up all over the place.  When Janis sang for the first time to this large audience she was incorporating blues/rock/psychedelia, putting her and Big Brother and the Holding Company on the map.  Eric Burden and the Animals was one of my favorites representing the British Music scene, now that the Beatles had stopped touring and the Stones were embroiled with the law and their drug bust.  But my heart throb at the time had to be Brian Jones walking around, sans the Stones and blowing everybody’s minds.

There is so much more to share but I will close with this. I still do retain to memory some of my insane acid trip, just can’t seem to put it in words but I do think it is a miracle I even got home. I was definitely committed to a new life-style with this new another-worldly encounter, a gathering of paramount significance in the molding of our generation.   There is a documentary, Monterey Pop, by D.A. Pennebaker one can see, most likely things I missed, but I am grateful for the unique and once in a lifetime happening.  May you all have fond memories like these when you are reminiscing forty years down the pike!

To be continued:  Giving Birth in the Sixties

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David M. Charest
David M. Charest has been creating mobiles, abstract painting and sculpture for more than twenty years. He finds beauty in mobiles being ever changing. Through their movements, they become fresh and new. Some of his favorite artist’s are Calder, Van Gough and Matisse. He enjoys working with natural materials and found objects for an earthy feel, along with bright and colorful materials for a more contemporary design. He is a self taught artist with an intuitive style. David works from his home studio in Bantam, Ct. His style has been described as playful, calming and meditative. Artist quote: Mobiles can emulate the calming energy or movement that we see in nature, such as wind through the trees, clouds floating by or ocean waves. Bringing a mobile into your living space can carry this energy indoors. While watching the movement of a mobile, the mind becomes still. The movement brings the stillness.

You can contact David at ournicebluesky@gmail.com. You can visit his on line store at chareststudios.etsy.com and his you tube channel Damichar to see some of his mobiles in motion. 

David M. Charest

David M. Charest has been creating mobiles, abstract painting and sculpture for more than twenty years. He finds beauty in mobiles being ever changing. Through their movements, they become fresh and new. Some of his favorite artist’s are Calder, Van Gough and Matisse. He enjoys working with natural materials and found objects for an earthy feel, along with bright and colorful materials for a more contemporary design. He is a self taught artist with an intuitive style. David works from his home studio in Bantam, Ct. His style has been described as playful, calming and meditative. Artist quote: Mobiles can emulate the calming energy or movement that we see in nature, such as wind through the trees, clouds floating by or ocean waves. Bringing a mobile into your living space can carry this energy indoors. While watching the movement of a mobile, the mind becomes still. The movement brings the stillness.

You can contact David at ournicebluesky@gmail.com. You can visit his on line store at chareststudios.etsy.com and his you tube channel Damichar to see some of his mobiles in motion. 

Little Ghost

I am a solo artist Little Ghost from Santa Cruz, CA. My love for music started early on in my childhood, I remember being a kid driving around in my parents car listening to bands like The Cure and Depeche Mode. Songs like “Lullaby”, & “Enjoy The Silence” blew me away. Their dark romantic lyrics, lush synths, and haunting guitars sounded so cool to me. With my solo project Little Ghost, I’m kinda trying to capture some of that nostalgia in my own music. I’m currently working on my self titled debut ep, which should be available this coming winter . -Issac Romero (AKA Little Ghost)

 

Jim Phillips

Jim Phillips is a graphic artist best known for his skateboard, surf and rock art.  Born in San Jose in 1944, he has lived most all his life in Santa Cruz, California. His first published work was in the spring issue of Surfer Quarterly, 1962. His “Woody” a winner of a 1961 surf car cartoon contest announced by the magazine, and his surf art appeared in many surfing publications during the 1960s. His earliest jobs were in various surfboard shops manufacturing surfboards, much of that work was applying art and design to surfboards. In 1965 to 1966 he attended California College of Arts and Crafts, in Oakland. Jim created more than 100 rock posters since 1967 beginning with an art studio job at the Crosstown Bus in Boston. His second poster was for the first East coast appearance of The Doors. Jim spent that summer working as a studio artist at the club, and worked the light show with an assistant named Dolly who later became his wife of 44 years. His experience in rock art led Jim to eventually become art director of Family Dog and Maritime Hall in San Francisco and created many posters for Bill Graham Presents, and other venues. Beginning in 1975, and for many years, Phillips was art director for Santa Cruz Skateboards where he created thousands of skateboard decks, t-shirt, sticker, and ad art designs. Jim currently continues art with his exclusive connection to Santa Cruz/NHS creating special edition decks and many other new products in the skateboard and surfboard markets. See more of his graphic design at www.jimphillips.com.

“How I Survived (Being a Rock n’Roll Groupie in) the Sixties”
By Pilar Walsh
I am inspired and moved by the artwork that is displayed on this site Coastal Culture. Kudos to its creators!  The way these young people express themselves so vividly humbles me.  My contribution is creative, but I use the written word to display my wares and it is stimulated by memories that are as foggy as a San Francisco morning.  I will attempt to share with a new generation what we crazy hippies did and how we survived.  I have a stable of experiences that I hope will educate, fascinate and intrigue.  I know when I share my past with my own three twenty-something’s, they are pretty impressed even though it is difficult for them to see their own mother as a teenager or twenty-year-old.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to expose the whole can of worms but what the hell, why not.  So my career as a groupie began at 16 years old.  It went hand in hand with living as a hippie for the simple fact, most musicians lived as hippies back in the sixties.  It all began at the Melodyland Theater in West Covina where I grew up.  To me that place was the end of the world, or at least you could see it from there.  I went with a girl friend to see Buffalo Springfield and to be honest, all I remember is flirting with the equipment manager Miles who gave me a phone number in Hollywood and asked me to come visit him.
This was the preamble to losing my virginity because when I went to visit him in his apartment, he was very convincing with his story how all the girls are “doing it” now.  We were in the middle of a sexual revolution mind you.  He said it wasn’t any big deal but he wasn’t convincing enough for me to “lose it” just yet.  So a couple of weeks later he called to say he would be in Huntington Beach at the Golden Bear Night Club, working for the band and I could meet him there.  When I arrived the band was relaxing, drinking, playing pool and there was another chick there with long blond hair.  Well, it turned out that Miles invited another gal in case I didn’t show up.  As things turned out, we all got along great, I mean, why would I be upset when there was Stephen Stills, Richie Furay and Neil Young standing around checking me out.  So we all played some pool and after the band performed, Neil Young asked me to go home with him.  With a myriad of emotions coming to a head but ambushed by lots of pot, we both scrunched into this tiny Renault and I drove him all the way back to Laurel Canyon where I gave it away for the first time and became a full-fledged groupie all in one night. 
My kids get a kick out of this, especially one of my sons, who is a big Pearl Jam fan.  What I recollect is that Neil wasn’t very nice, making some funny comment as to my not being “very good”, me waking up with mosquito bites all over my face and then 3 months later, finding out I had gotten pregnant and miscarried all within one week.  Not something to brag about but funny to share in hindsight.
My mother was not happy but I soon “ran away from home” and went to live in Laguna Beach.  My life as a hippie in Laguna has pretty much gelled into one big acid trip.  You know the saying, “if you can remember the sixties, you didn’t live it.”   There is a lot of truth in that. But I do remember a lot of back and forth to Hollywood, Laguna Beach again, San Francisco and even a commune in Ukiah.  But before I ended up pregnant again, I did encounter a few other groups.
There were days (and nights) spent with Steppenwolf, Big Brother and the Holding Company, Janis Joplin, the Byrds, and a special party with the Peter Tork(The Monkees) and Jimi Hendrix. I also lived with the band Blue Cheer in SF.  It wasn’t long before my groupie days came to an end, having gotten pregnant again by George Dumes, a drummer who had played with Dick Dale and the Del Tones, a very famous surf band that you can hear on the soundtrack of Pulp Fiction.  I had a daughter and ironically, her birthday is Nov. 12th, the same day as Neil Young’s.  If the truth be told, one of the biggest mistakes of my life was a blessing and turns out to be fodder for tell all’s and documentaries.  I wouldn’t trade any of this craziness for all the tea in China.  Or would I?
To be continued:  Psychedelic Drugs & the Monterey Pop Festival
http://soulucetfilms.com
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https://www.facebook.com/pages/How-I-Survived-the-Sixties-the-movie/302211514670
https://twitter.com/pilarsings

“How I Survived (Being a Rock n’Roll Groupie in) the Sixties”

By Pilar Walsh

I am inspired and moved by the artwork that is displayed on this site Coastal Culture. Kudos to its creators!  The way these young people express themselves so vividly humbles me.  My contribution is creative, but I use the written word to display my wares and it is stimulated by memories that are as foggy as a San Francisco morning.  I will attempt to share with a new generation what we crazy hippies did and how we survived.  I have a stable of experiences that I hope will educate, fascinate and intrigue.  I know when I share my past with my own three twenty-something’s, they are pretty impressed even though it is difficult for them to see their own mother as a teenager or twenty-year-old.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to expose the whole can of worms but what the hell, why not.  So my career as a groupie began at 16 years old.  It went hand in hand with living as a hippie for the simple fact, most musicians lived as hippies back in the sixties.  It all began at the Melodyland Theater in West Covina where I grew up.  To me that place was the end of the world, or at least you could see it from there.  I went with a girl friend to see Buffalo Springfield and to be honest, all I remember is flirting with the equipment manager Miles who gave me a phone number in Hollywood and asked me to come visit him.

This was the preamble to losing my virginity because when I went to visit him in his apartment, he was very convincing with his story how all the girls are “doing it” now.  We were in the middle of a sexual revolution mind you.  He said it wasn’t any big deal but he wasn’t convincing enough for me to “lose it” just yet.  So a couple of weeks later he called to say he would be in Huntington Beach at the Golden Bear Night Club, working for the band and I could meet him there.  When I arrived the band was relaxing, drinking, playing pool and there was another chick there with long blond hair.  Well, it turned out that Miles invited another gal in case I didn’t show up.  As things turned out, we all got along great, I mean, why would I be upset when there was Stephen Stills, Richie Furay and Neil Young standing around checking me out.  So we all played some pool and after the band performed, Neil Young asked me to go home with him.  With a myriad of emotions coming to a head but ambushed by lots of pot, we both scrunched into this tiny Renault and I drove him all the way back to Laurel Canyon where I gave it away for the first time and became a full-fledged groupie all in one night. 

My kids get a kick out of this, especially one of my sons, who is a big Pearl Jam fan.  What I recollect is that Neil wasn’t very nice, making some funny comment as to my not being “very good”, me waking up with mosquito bites all over my face and then 3 months later, finding out I had gotten pregnant and miscarried all within one week.  Not something to brag about but funny to share in hindsight.

My mother was not happy but I soon “ran away from home” and went to live in Laguna Beach.  My life as a hippie in Laguna has pretty much gelled into one big acid trip.  You know the saying, “if you can remember the sixties, you didn’t live it.”   There is a lot of truth in that. But I do remember a lot of back and forth to Hollywood, Laguna Beach again, San Francisco and even a commune in Ukiah.  But before I ended up pregnant again, I did encounter a few other groups.

There were days (and nights) spent with Steppenwolf, Big Brother and the Holding Company, Janis Joplin, the Byrds, and a special party with the Peter Tork(The Monkees) and Jimi Hendrix. I also lived with the band Blue Cheer in SF.  It wasn’t long before my groupie days came to an end, having gotten pregnant again by George Dumes, a drummer who had played with Dick Dale and the Del Tones, a very famous surf band that you can hear on the soundtrack of Pulp Fiction.  I had a daughter and ironically, her birthday is Nov. 12th, the same day as Neil Young’s.  If the truth be told, one of the biggest mistakes of my life was a blessing and turns out to be fodder for tell all’s and documentaries.  I wouldn’t trade any of this craziness for all the tea in China.  Or would I?

To be continued:  Psychedelic Drugs & the Monterey Pop Festival

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